Monday, July 18, 2011

July 18, Monday

I will look at my horoscope before CPR refresher today. I will sit in the hospital cafe and drink a latte.

Where are we now after the Ocean? Three days, thunder waves, dogs run free, reservation fireworks twenty four hours a day. It rains every morning in the rain forest.

But back Tony and I are storm clouds. We are trying to talk and Tony says life is about trying to achieve dreams. What are your dreams Tony? Tony doesn't know. My life is about connection. Now it is about connection with animals; I give up on people. I give up on Tony.

So much talk of loneliness. Loneliness is where we all live. Despair becomes destructive.

I see Tony coming home with the hay wagon full. I go to CPR.

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